Tomorrow I weigh in at the docs after the first two weeks of my lifestyle change. In the 2 weeks I have found a love affair with Pineapple and Zumba! My mom says she can tell I have lost weight. I am not sure I can see any difference but what I do know is that I feel a lot better.
I am taking this time to remind myself of who I am. Renergize my confidence meter and most of all become the person I WANT TO BE.
My motivation: Gosh lordy gee part of it is the boy. I love the boy. I know its love because my heart freakin smiles before my mouth does. However, I know I am probably not his type and I do not want to ruin his current relationship. however, his momma and I are getting close and I love it! I never imagined this when I was eighteen that I would be this close with him and his family.
I am gonna be the girl I want and get my cowboy and I guess if thats so wrong...so be it! The race is on. This girl aint gonna be tamed!!
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Saturday, May 7, 2011
Weight Loss Journey
So as of yesterday I told myself enough is enough!
I've been overweight it seems for as long as I remember! My parents chart its start back to puberty but in my mind I've always been a little heavier then the rest of my family! My weight is my hidden insecruity. I mean I work at a retail store that promotes Big is beautiful! Do not get me wrong I believe a lot of women that are bigger are indeed extermely beautiful. However, when I look at myself...I know the weight has to go.
That may sound very hypocritical and I may be falling in the trends of what the media feeds as beautiful but when you see a complety different person inside while you stand at the mirror in the mornin' well you'll understand!
So today at 8:30 we went on a walk! I must admit towards the end I was wishin' I could just quit but I didn't. However, I need to invest in a good pair of tennis shoes.
I hope monday my thyroid results come in negative so I can just keep movin' forward like all things in life!
Gonna knock off the lbs and keep em off!
I've been overweight it seems for as long as I remember! My parents chart its start back to puberty but in my mind I've always been a little heavier then the rest of my family! My weight is my hidden insecruity. I mean I work at a retail store that promotes Big is beautiful! Do not get me wrong I believe a lot of women that are bigger are indeed extermely beautiful. However, when I look at myself...I know the weight has to go.
That may sound very hypocritical and I may be falling in the trends of what the media feeds as beautiful but when you see a complety different person inside while you stand at the mirror in the mornin' well you'll understand!
So today at 8:30 we went on a walk! I must admit towards the end I was wishin' I could just quit but I didn't. However, I need to invest in a good pair of tennis shoes.
I hope monday my thyroid results come in negative so I can just keep movin' forward like all things in life!
Gonna knock off the lbs and keep em off!
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