Music to my Ears

I still find it funny how some songs can entice me and intrigue me. Yesterday when I was a little down and frusterated with my situation in life the songs Mama's Song,  Leaving Home, as well as Mine spoke to me. Yes, these are all country songs and as my name suggests I am a huge country fan. Some people I know dislike country music for the obession with the steel guitar, the same storyline with different lyrical refrains, or maybe it's just the intimacy of country music in a way. They ain't afaird to tell you their love story, or their love gone wrong story, and even their party story. Though the three songs I mentioned all spoke to me in different ways. Mama's Song by Carrie Underwood spoke to how my Mom may react when the time comes that I fall in love and take the next step in my life and become someone's wife. Although, the course struck my chord of a certain someone, I know that it's possible that he may not be the one I end up with in the end. Leaving Home made me realize that when if and when I get accepted into Texas I will be leaving a life so concerte for a life that is full of uncertanity. Though, I know that every step of the way my Mom will be there for me. Taylor Swift's mine is a whole different story. In a way it exposes my insecruity to let someone in. Though, it also peaks my interest in being made a rebel of love. Only having a single boyfriend in my life has caused a few uncertainities in my life, it has also caused me to act like a wild horse when it comes to guys, although it's not like guys flock to me for love and attention. The part about the making a rebel out of the careless fathers careful daughter is the epitome of me. With my heart, I am careful then I was when I was growing up, I have come to protect it like a gaurd. Which is a good and bad thing?
However, I wondered if other people turned to music as a cure. Sometimes, when I am need of a renewal I will turn to a song and let it take me away. When I think of my departed best friend I think of the Band Perry " If I die young." This song gives me the hope I feel that I am missing with her gone.
To me, Music isn't just notes and lyrics, they are stories, cures, and an escape. Although, I love all types of musics I know for sure I will always be a country fan for it's steel guitar screamin, twang bangin' sound...and I only hope that others one day will find refuge in the songs that these artist give to us.
Well, I am out of the arena....I should probably turn in for the night, big day ahead of me!

Goin' through life

I'm 21 and pretty ambitious if I may say so myself. Though, I haven't always been this way. Sure, it's true, I've known since I was about five years old that I was going into the health care field and although my life has played around with the various options I now know my true place. Physical therapy has pretty much defined my life while in college. When people ask you, you say "oh I'm a Bio/Psych  potientally going to graduate school for physical therapy."
     I can't believe that I am now on the verge of a cliff applying for graduate schools, the most important part of my life is quickly appoarching. However, goin' through college and climbin' up steep hills and through deep vallies I have realized a few things. My career will never define me. It was hard for me to come up with this as a freshman, but as I have grown up, matured like a ripe fruit I now realize that it's just going to be an enjoyable occupation. I have also realized that I am undefinable. All human beings are. Simple adjectives do not give us the justice we deserve. I love the term intellectual badass, but my brain doesn't define how I am as a friend, a daughter, or a leader. We can never be dimensionless. If this is goin' off to start confusin' people I will keep it simple; we have emotions, feelings, and fears. Each of these are a different level of a persons self.
      I almost feel as if  I am writing some essay for my creative writing class, but knowing that I am not makes me feel better about it. I guess the point of my blog is to aim high, dream big, and push forward! You never know when what you thought would be a moment where you crashed and burned would be a successful one!

My Day in Review

So as a title suggestion this is a recap of my day.

1) My lab students think I am awesome. Pretty knowledgable, fun loving, and actually enjoyable.
2) I almost saw my dream of Texas slip away! There was a moment when the water works were partically falling.
3) I kicked my booty into gear  and completed the rest of my application, all the required forms and asking people to write me letters of recommendation.
4) I got to kick back with one of my favorite girls and watch ER (Yes the television show with all the hot doctors and the better story line than Grey's Anatomy!)
5) I had to enrich a few children in the ways of one of my clubs, always an accomplishment in my opinion.
6) I got to go see an Amazingly funny comedy "Easy A" with the same favorite girl I watched ER with. It was pretty much a laugh riot.

What I should be doing at 12:19 am? Well some would argue sleeping, while I myself argue reviewing some notes for a test. THOUGH, I am blogging. Like this blog will ever be of some master importance to anyone except for me. Maybe, one day however, I can change the world with a simple smile ;)!

This is MissRowdyRodeo Signing off from blogland! Good Night and SWEET DREAMS